Before i close my eyes last night, i was crying. It's an action for my stupidity and uselessness. I keep hurting her feeling. Oh man. I am an idiot!!Today at work i feel so bum. Everything seems so dull and slow moving. She still mad at me and i can do nothing to make her feel better.
I need to change. I need to be more alert. I need to care more. If not i'll ruin everything that we had.
Why am i so stubborn? Why? Why? Why?
